heating me back

One more last day for tomorrow. Gym have been really hard on ours. Three days of benchmark exercises, is really this worth it? I was exhaust for these past days of two when I was run 1 mile. Plus, I was do push-ups, sit-ups, long-jumps, and so on. My muscles has been cramp. My body was ached. I could going to sleeping for a longest most time tonight, I bet. I am think that maybe gym is new for me.

Physics are also new subject to me. I do think so that I am. I'm mean, it have been a new subject for me ever since, and I was not familiarized with it. And now that my teacher was take a leave for a week, I has to deal with the substitute. I has like my old teacher, because at the very least, I understands him. Even though I was barely understand him and his subject. And now, I was couldn't even understand the substitute teacher further.

I was disappoint to see my score in my English paper. I has only gotten 70% on it. I'm think it is make sense because I has done that on rush. It is about answering to the meaning of a song. I was interpret it and now I get 70%. It is all being good, I'm guess.

the chemistry between of me and chemistry

I was being haunt again by chemistry and its miserable aura of problem solving. My teacher was give me another homework paper and I was not answered it because it is too very hard much to the maximum level. I has not grasped any knowledge back home from chemistry because it have been my waterloo ever since, I was introduce to it. I has not like chemistry at all. There is bad chemistry with me and of chemistry. I haven't saw atoms or chemical particles in its fullest glory as they react with each another, so I cannot grasped this subject at all.

Maybe the teacher is problem of me?

I has a bit problem with the teacher, but not too big. Sometimes he say that the answer is wrong. But when he was say the 'correct' answer, we have the same answer? It is funny, is it? I'm mean, he say it's wrong but we have same answer, so he say the wrong answer as well. And there is also doubt in me when it comes to solving chemical reactions. But my doubt is probably came from my lacking background knowledge of the subject. I was almost fail chemistry when I was fourth year high school in the Philippines. Heck, chemistry was one of the reason why I was flunk to the second section of the special science section -- from first to second. I couldn't hang anymore so and chemistry was bring me down.

Anyway, I was hear that my chemistry teacher is leaving school. He will not be teaching for next school year. One of my friend was approach me and said that he shouldn't leave because he understands the teacher. They speaks the same language, he meant. Another friend of me said, that she has no problems leaving because probably she prefer him not. I has no problem with the teacher, I am reiterate, just slight misunderstanding. But I am understand Chemistry now, except for some missing concept.

I has a friend who was got a bit pissed from my teacher because I don't really know. Probably because of the teacher's screw and mixes up. He is also lose his zest to answer the homework and I was look forward into copying his homework. Barry, if you are read this, do your homework. That's it all.

no price Friday

I happy! I am mean, I was go to the City University this morning to attending a workshop of sorts all. I was woke up early and has ate breakfast to making me full. I has become happy and the day have priceless. Well you knows, people says that the day start priceless when one has ate a hearty breakfast. I could not disagree to say yes more.

A friend of me is go to the bus stop at 8:20am to meets my coming. We was board the bus at 8:28am and I was being nervousness and all because it's my very first time of stepped into a foreign University. The workshop were about Filipino Culture enrichment. Wowza. Now, I can reminds me of the things that I almost forgotten.

We were talked about Philippine Graphic Novels, Communication, Riddles, Mythology and free lunch. Yes, we has talked about free lunch. No, in fact we has had Pizza in the noon and a fancy dinner during dinner. I am think the students who has made attending were interest in Philippine Mythology the more of most. These kids has listen to the teacher about Philippine Mythological Monsneters and Folklores. Interested they was indeed.

After that we has make a presentation about value Filipino Culture. We were form into six groups and we were done a skit. I has forgot most of my script and was became spontaneous instead. I was act crazy, I am thought. I'm mean, I don't think my performance were that good. I am think that I was might has spoiled our performance. But my teacher and friends who was watched tell that I was did a great job. It has had been funny.

Evening and when everyone has start to come home, my friend and me was came to play the Rockband competition. I has no idea to this Rockband all about. I'm mean, I has not played it before. At first, I has been being reluctant because I preferred not to became fire up for such a simple prize, right? Then when one of the facilitator was say that the price was four gift cards, we were fire up and become ready.

In the end, our is only the group who finish a song. So we has won. And there has also a lot of free stuff. The lesson that I was learned is, staying until the end of the event, it's good. Too bad for some of the student I knows, because they have leave early for driver's education.

Stay in an event and one's are likely to be received of free gifts.

I has friends

I has find newer friends here in Canada. They has newer because I am not familiar with the environment and has help me became comfortable living. They are also helped me in school and everything. Even with my poor English, they are understood what everything I has said. You know I am not being that particular of English, because I has only studied a bit of its.

"Yo, it's cool. It's cool. You're new here. We're down with that." I have hear their conversation and they has professional tongue. I am wished that I could spoke like them.

"So sorry, I am being new here. Not that new. Ahaha. It has being been a long time but this is just have my first school year."

"You'll learn, no doubt." she have said.

Anyway, I did not knew that kids here could affording their own luxuries. I am mean, they has PSPs, Nintendo DSs, Playstation 3s, Wiis, and XBOX 360s. Although, there is still a good numbers that don't have this, still, I wish I can affording those. It'll came, I know.

They was also called me to watch movie today, but I was turned them down. My sorries guys. I was save my money for something. Honestly to God, I was promise myself not to spend.

I'm hating it. Parapapapa.

I has a big problem with one of my being subject in my high school currently. The subject is really hard and very difficult and I has been determined not understood at all the subject is. It is being my waterloo. I know only little of the subject Chemistry. I hates it. It aren't being helpful with my life. I'm not knowing the relation of it to my life.

The only thing that I am knowing that it is relating is The Le Chatelier's Principle. It was all about stress and has me being stressed. It is stating that if a solution is under stress then it have to does something to alleviate stress that is. Or doing something that will have removed stress and go achieved equilibrium. What if a people are being stressed? What would people does? Me? I throw away the subject, because Chemistry isn't not helping me now. I probably am needing to do fore-studying and taking it next year. Or I should be continuing and would not care a thing even if I has failed it onwards.

There aren't no shame of failing. It is just how we deal with failure that's make a different reactions to people.

my first absent

I was miss school today. I was skip today's school because of a terrible sore throat that is attacked me after waking up. My uncle was wake me up and telling me that it was 8 am. School starts after 9 am. But I was told him that I wasn't going after all. The terrible sore throat was being too much for a great deal that I stayed in bed. Skipping class because of an illness is normal, as long as one have the right excuse and explanation. I am sure they are going to understand what I am has to say on Monday. I am also hope that they didn't do anything much today. The pain is this is.

the language game

I was find hard time to talk this days. I am sucks at English. My every classmates sound professional but I am wonder why they claim to be having difficulty. I am mean, during English periods, they somewhat complains that it's hard. English is hard but of course people who speaks English as main have the upper hand.

Come to think of it, I was also has hard time during my Filipino subject back in the Philippines. So why again? Is it hard to study the own language?