my first absent

I was miss school today. I was skip today's school because of a terrible sore throat that is attacked me after waking up. My uncle was wake me up and telling me that it was 8 am. School starts after 9 am. But I was told him that I wasn't going after all. The terrible sore throat was being too much for a great deal that I stayed in bed. Skipping class because of an illness is normal, as long as one have the right excuse and explanation. I am sure they are going to understand what I am has to say on Monday. I am also hope that they didn't do anything much today. The pain is this is.

the language game

I was find hard time to talk this days. I am sucks at English. My every classmates sound professional but I am wonder why they claim to be having difficulty. I am mean, during English periods, they somewhat complains that it's hard. English is hard but of course people who speaks English as main have the upper hand.

Come to think of it, I was also has hard time during my Filipino subject back in the Philippines. So why again? Is it hard to study the own language?

needing of gift of gab

It is hard to write this days. I'm have no idea what to write and I cannot even support what I say. That's why I was have a difficult time in my English subject. Every English class, we have journalism writing. I was had headache and with a fifteen minute time limit I was had a heavier headache even more. It sucks ass. I was juiced all my brain and I could only being done a two paragraph essay of nothingness. I am expect myself to learn English more better. For now, I am to rant. By the way, I am needing to finish an essay and submit it this coming Monday.

no more!

I was have a very challenging time during my first period. First of all, I am need to wake up at six everyday because of my seven o'clock period. Secondly, my first period is my baddest subject of all of my subject in school -- English. I was thought that it could be easy. But it is isn't.

"Fidel, after reading the handout that I've given you, do you agree that the pop-culture of today still conform with the norms of the modern day values and ideals? Do you agree that there is something wrong with us?" there was something certainly wrong with me after he was ask me.

"I- I uhh... I am think so. Because it is the indicative of the author's optimism?" I was try to sound intelligent. The teacher was just nod and ask another student.

Indicative of the author's optimism, Bleh. Stupid. I think the handout was about cellphone ringtones. I was arctic cold away from the target.

Do not got me wrong, please. I was read the handout he gave. But I was have a hard time digesting and not to mention understanding it. I was cry after class of embarrassment.

these is it!

OMGWTFBBQ! I was to go back to school tomorrow! It will being September 5 on this week of Wednesday. I'm not really feel fine. I am mean, I am being nervous when I was wake up and found that it is Monday. It is the time that I was wait for since my arrival. What if my new classmates hates me? What if my new teachers don't understood anything I say? You know, the usual new immigrant / new student that is being in the block stuff.